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2010.5.19 Wednesday Ching


Day like a broken rag, torn into many pieces, the total can not be spliced into a complete look.
Some writing project was shelved, not want to write, but no chunks of time. Yesterday, ready to "rough road conditions Cai Wenji" revised final version, also plans to write a diary, but failed to complete.
Really want to have many spare time, I sit down, the entire morning or afternoon, and beat all the text in the study spent, but the days chores are always a number of complicated entanglement. Leaks in the basin at home on the tube is broken, need to find someone to replace; child's tram windshield broken, in need of repair; unit and also at the meeting, but also to participate.
1 Yau sway the heart, the total can not be quiet.
Women have more helpless than men, work, home, kids, enough already tired of the panting woman. Sometimes you feel worry, not boring, but can not calm down with the text for the half. No matter how hard I wanted to write how good the article, but I am after all a human society, women, cooking meals, washing clothes, mopping the floor, finishing the room.
When I was dressed neatly, looks bright appearance in the unit or on the street, I am a professional woman, but I went home, I became a housewife, wife and mother. Women in the multi-role with a sigh, run around, trying to find one of their own way, but in the search process, and yet how confused!
Eileen Chang wrote: "Life is beautiful, dressed in robes, the top covered with lice." She summed up the essence of life is how brilliant!